Part 2: Music and My Soul

The second part of my memoirs begins with a powerful recurring dream before I turned 50. Episodes 2 and 3 describe how music returned to my life after not really having played the piano for some thirty five years. Aged 53, while recovering from a hysterectomy in Kalk Bay, I began to spontaneously play on my grandmother’s 1901 Bechstein piano which had returned from Switzerland. Episodes (4,5 and 6) describe my evolving relationship with spontaneous playing of pianos in many contexts as my professional work took me to the Balkans and central and Eastern Europe over the next few years. In 2005, during a vision quest in the Cederberg mountains, I was introduced to ‘Tone’ an esoteric aspect of myself and a new unusual thread began to weave itself into my adventures (Episode 7).

A very significant dream described in Episode 9 set the scene for a voyage of self-discovery and a musical past life in Italy which is developed in the next two episodes (10 and 11). Serendipitous events allowed the exploration of ‘Harmonic chant’ with David Hykes (Episodes 12, 13, 15 and 16) and beginning to record my spontaneous piano music (14). I started a mindful and soul-expanding program of Liberal Arts with Wisdom University held annually at Chartres, France from 2006-2012. Under the umbrella of the “New Chartres School”, with faculty comprising leaders in Science and Spirituality, I was a sponge soaking up this rich exposure to the metaphysical (Episodes 17 and 18). A particularly powerful experience was participating at a seminar at Chartres with John o’Donahue, the Celtic priest and poet the year before he died. (Episode 19).

March 2007 was my first visit to the United States, prompted by my desire to explore the evolution of my music with mentors who were beginning to come into my awareness. (Episodes 20 and 21). This was also the year of my mother’s death which occurred during a magical walking in the labyrinth at Chartres cathedral in July 2007. This final episode finds me returning to Cape Town yet again and concludes the second part of my memoirs.

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Episode 1: Recurring Dream

Another powerful message from my Soul- a dream which could…Read more

Piano Music: Cascade

This is an extract from my spontaneous piano music played…Read more

Episode 2: Manifesting

How a Bechstein 1923 piano found its way into my…Read more

Episode 3: Recovery and Discovery

Early difficulties in reconnecting with the piano. Professional travels to…Read more

Episode 4: Black Notes in the Balkans

Encounters with pianos throughout the Balkans region.…Read more

Piano Music: Balkans Blues

An improvisation on my 1901 Bechstein piano. Recorded during 2020…Read more

Episode 5: Chamonix

Celebrating our 20 year wedding anniversary and finding pianos.…Read more

Piano Music: Chamonix

An improvisation on my Bechstein 1901, recorded with my iPhone…Read more

Episode 6.1: Zagreb 1

Our meeting up in Zagreb and an experience with a…Read more

Piano Music: Zagreb

An improvisation on the theme which emerged in Zagreb. Recorded…Read more

Episode 6.2: Zagreb 2

What transpired after the playing….…Read more

Episode 7: Vision Quest – Enter Tone

A powerful vision quest experience with women in the wild…in…Read more

Episode 8: Armenian Influence

My first and only visit to Russia, Moscow and St…Read more

Episode 9: Dream – “Now Get To Know Yourself”

An extraordinary dream, which is multi-layered… and took several subsequent…Read more

Episode 10: Roma

An extraordinary visit to Rome in September 2005, with my…Read more

Episode 11: Biblioteca Casanatense

Finding the Biblioteca and the collection of musical manuscripts of…Read more

Episode 12: Harmonic Chant

Further synchronicities propelling me forwards on my journey. Meeting David…Read more

Episode 13: The Breath

My introduction to Harmonic meditation and breathwork. An extract from…Read more

Episode 14: Elements

The process of recording… my interpretation of Arvo Part’s Fur…Read more

Piano music: Für Alina

Fur Alina (Arvo Part) The first track recorded on the…Read more

Episode 15: Seeking Balance and Connection

A remarkable encounter with a giant tortoise. My first connection…Read more

Episode 16: Kalk Bay Argus Retreat

A deep experience of harmonic connection through soundwaves between Kalk…Read more

Episode 17: The Mysteries of Chartres

The first annual intensive of the 7 Liberal Arts program…Read more

Episode 18: L’Atelier de Michel

Seeking and finding pianos in the town of Chartres.…Read more

Episode 19: Soul – Where the Infinite Meets the Intimate

A remarkable seminar with John O’Donahue at Chartres Cathedral. Witnessing…Read more

Episode 20: Boston – Encounter with Charles

My first visit to the USA to follow up with…Read more

Episode 21: A Weekend in Hull

This describes a weekend at a quirky guesthouse near Boston,…Read more

Episode 22: Elle Mème – Herself

Further unfoldings in our relationship… Second Intensive ‘Dialectica’ in the…Read more